So, Father, is that it?

What do you still expect of me?

What else must I give you?

How else can I honor you?

You already have my body, spirit, heart, and soul.

What more do you want me to give you?

What does the Lord want of me?

How much more must I give to redeem myself?

Tell me.

Then I can be precise...

Where can I find my peace?

Who else needs me?

Am I really that selfish?

I no longer care what they think.

What they think, what they choose not to think.

But don't let me fail.

Poison tastes like an elixir.

But don't let me deceive myself again.

I am grateful. Yes.

Thanks.

Take care.

Answer me.

Lord?

What is love?

I beg you. I insist.

A key.

Just one...

What do you want from me?

The bonds?

What do you want me to see?

What I don't want to see?

Father, is all of this inside me?

But how can infinity exist...

inside the human heart?

What is this that exists behind the I?

What is this life?

What is life?

Am I alive?

Why do I feel dead?

I don't want it to end either...

So that's it?

It doesn't end...

What is the end?

The end?

Right.

I think I understand.

I think I understand now.

Thank you.

Yes, I am grateful.

I don't want to go back there, to the absolute cold.

Without movement.

The void of feeling.

Where the dead fear life.

I don't want to be like that anymore.

Did I do this?

Did I really do this?

Why?

I did this... yes...

Why, Father?

Did I do this to her?

I did...

I did... yes...

Did I do this to myself?

Why?

I did...

Yes...

Why this...?

How did this come about now?

What does this mean, Lord?

Do I need to bear witness to this?

I trust you, Lord.

I trust...

Am I really like this?

I don't understand...

Even so...

I know what I want.

So am I really selfish?

And now?

Salvation?

No...

Not yet...

One day I...

I hope to be worthy of such an act.

Father, thank you.

And if you can, extend your sublime love over us, you may use

my spirit,

my body,

my heart

and my soul,

if you need them, whenever they are needed.

Then, please...

Take care of her heart, please.

Take care of his heart, please.

Take care of my family.

And also, don't forget me...